Wednesday, June 15, 2016

Another Month, same old same old

Month 3 Day 4

Should be updating this blog weekly but it seems like im doing this monthly due to laziness and nothing interesting that happened besides work work work work work... Not like anything interesting going on on my thoughts as well. Im just focusing on how much money I earned, do I have enough to spend. Thats it. Since Ive taken a supposedly sick leave, guess its a good time to finally update.

Cut the crap and Im at my 3rd month here. The weather doesnt seem to fluctuate that much (not even sure if thats the word to use for weather) but Im getting diarrhea for past 2 days and being too cold is one of the reason coming from my Chinese (as in China people) housemate (didnt know that since Malaysia is forever 33+ degrees). I did agree I am somewhat wearing less for this weather, always just thermal wear, short sleeve t shirt and jeans, jacket is something that I very less wear because when it sweats then it becomes uncomfortable. Anyway taken the advice and from now on going to wear a jacket to sleep. Not to mention the jacket is something that just arrived today from ordering online... AWWW YEAH!!!!!! My first Kathmandu product Wooo!!!

Trip wise, I think last month I just went to Rotorua with housemates and thats it. Went to Hamilton to look at a couple of cars as well, still havent bought one though. While at Hamilton also lost $20 at Blackjack in a casino LOLX.

Kiwifruit main season ending soon, this might be my last week of working at the packhouse and everyone is thinking where to go next. Of course, being the lazy me, I have no plan whatsoever at least see what everyone else's plan is and tag along. Im sure everything will be fine. The motivation to work has long gone and Im just looking forward to the season ending. I know so many people come here for Working Holiday is to earn money but then to me money isnt that big of a concern. Im here to enjoy 9 months worth of new experience not to work for money like Im dying in 9 months time. My hand injury is worse than my few previous post. Its more scar-ry now so taking an off day to let the wounds heal is not a bad idea as well.

That brings me to my next thing to talk about, lying to parents. Having wounds while working, sick, diarrhoea and having to eat porridge for the day. Didnt told them any of that because I would expect them to say, so pity...got do this? got do that? got eat this? got eat that? which to be honest I dont like to hear. I would tell them If what they would say is instead. oh ok take care of your self (maybe 1 or 2 advice or tips that I can accept) I think I show them the wounds my grandmother would even say if its too hard than go back to Malaysia. =.= Im not sure if Im thinking too much but I know how much my family cared for me so thats something that will really come from them especially my mom that is so worried about me since Im here. Conclusion is that I dont want to be feel pitied from my family (kinda feels like Im still a child for me), and I dont want them to worry as well. To tell them I live normally is to let them worry and to tell them the truth is to let them worry damn fucking sick so its better to tell them that Im still living my normal life.

What a long post so thats it for this time.